Cold turkey!!

Its been a long time since I wrote somethn funny in my blog…actually I was confused what to pen down n what not.. hav many stories n incidences… of fun…of depression…of dope…of love…of frenship…of confusions…of confession…but I guess I am not goin to write bout all this…. My lord…this all z effect of dope…don take it seriously…n if u do…as if I fuckin care!!

Hit me hard…
Hit me down…
I want to see myself bleeding…
I want to feel the fear
I want to feel the pain…


I heard love kills the pain and fear..
So I killed the love ..

You said.. somethin is missin in your life when m gone…
Hours are passing honey…let ‘em pass..
Let de feelings die..
Just a humble request…
don slow down de killin…
show me wrath…
I want to feel the fear
I want to feel the pain…


I don’t want to open my eyes…
Everythin is in black…
Its good you are gone…
I hate black n white…

I turned down de songs we listened together..
Now its your voice echoing in my head..
All de places we ‘av been
Give me a myth..
Of belongingness..
Of love..
I hate thinking bout you..
But thats all I could think of..


See you are getting old…
So m i…
I can see the wrinkles in your silky skin..
Glow z fading in you..
N life in me…
Still love z the same honey!


Make de web of an illusion…
Give me some marijuana n acids…
Let me love you…
Kill me by your own hands…
Let me die in your arms…